I sent this to Mike Holme's forum

[mike coleman]

Mike,  I *really* *did* find god,,,(nothing to do with books or doctrines)
(I am currently puzzling over where to place Dave Brock, and have settled on
"creature" for now....the 1st one...they are ALL CREATURES..)
interestingly enough, out of the EXTREME possible danger of my showing
myself, I think I fear(ed) you most do to your very high intelligence
(feared your words, I might actaully get killed by someone, but oh well I
guess, I had to come back and AT LEAST apologize)
I guess now we will have to see what the GREAT UNKNOWN does that I may
SOMEHOW be of service......
Mike I cannot thank you enough, ever, and ever, and ever, and ever, forever
(how's Jill??)
I did not listen to ANY MUSIC in ALL THESE YEARS (except in friends cars,
grocery stores, etc) until just a few months ago....
they wanted to give me shock therapy
I didn't take it
I looked at just a few posts here in the archives.....A DVD Space-Ritual??
do you have ANY CLUE how bizarre and painful it is for me to see, JUST
THAT???  I am currently supplementing my dietary intake with charity food
provided by the Jewish people....
I found life just in time to be BEYOND POOR .....(which is JUST FINE.....)
....I had NO HOPE......NONE...(every single day was just to get to go to
bed, and then often unrelenting bad dreams affording no release from hell)
.until......god-friday (which I didn't know at the time, and had to look up
what good-friday was)........ULTRA-NERVOUS breakdown and I only broke to
call someone to call me back and assure me I'd be OK, that didn't
happen......God came......the heart rate couldv'e dropped a few
men......good thing I had prior experience with such ....now I can't sleep
out of joy




On 4/30/07, M Holmes <fofp at holyrood.ed.ac.uk> wrote:
>
> mike coleman writes:
>
> > yes? (I certainly don't expect anyone to address me as "your imperial
> > holiness"....the Delta-Wave:- satan, god, and man, with 3
> hearts...TRUTH,
> > LOVE, PEACE) has crawled up here shaking ......if this is my physical
> death,
> > it's on Trev,,,,,It's an insult for me to call him Judge, but all else
> must,
> > regardless of what awful name you put following his title
> > "I LOVE YOU"   ALL OF YOU
>
> Welcome back Mike! It's great to hear from ya!
>
> FoFP
>