(OFF) Love/Missing PT/Kitty

[DOG ROT ANIMAL]

my new kitty suddenly and mysteriously develops two huge bleeding patches on
it's hinds
my friends who were taking me to the porcupine tree show which was the first
show in at least 5 years are rushing him to the hospital.......
i am not upset about the show, i just feel the damage of my life and wish to
cry for a while
i don't wish i kiiled anyone ever, it's just hard not to think that way
under certain conditions

it's not steve's fault